Thursday, September 06, 2007
Its from bad to worst for me this week. Hais. Why must things be like this? argh! I`m thinking thinking and thinking but things has just not been happening for me.
Forced myself to go my National training yesterday. I was so lazy. First thing i came, received a long sacarstic lecture from my coach.. I guess he can read my mind. Cause what i was thinking, he could tell. Must admit, this past few weeks, i have been sucha lazy bump. I am lazy to do all my training stuffs. Sea Games is on December. Only 9-10 players will go. There is no such thing that your place is guarantee.
My coach told me. If i continue to be like this, then forget about Sea Games. I was like.. Whatever luh. I dont know why, suddenly.. I just dont care about takraw. After the lecture, i was like not allowed to train with the National players. They asked me to train with the youth. I slacked. They jog, i walk. They do arobics, i seat. I dont care actually.
After training, we got briefing. As usual, i`m sure got talk about me. I quickly go bath and went back home. I did not want to listen to the briefing. I`m sure my attitude sucks yesterday.
School sucks just now. Went in class and the teacher was like smiling at me. He is crazy. Everytime see me smile. Haha. Did my practical. And i`m left with 1 workpiece! Relief! Class ended at 2pm. After that, got somekinda talk. It was not compulsary. So, i went back home.
Hais. I wish i can have her back. She knows who she is. I do still love her. And.. I hope she will accept me back. Am sorry if i have been an irritating bastard to you.
Thats all for now.
Byes.
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