Saturday, August 25, 2007
Boredom strikes. Argh! I`m going crazy at home alone.
Anyways, Thursday had my game against ITE Central. Results? We lost. Shitness! I was so confident that we can win. But my partner, Amjad and Shaiful did not peform as expected. Haish.. We lost the 1st set 22-20. It was a tight all the way. Then 2nd set we lost 21-17. I was like so stress after the game. I so want to play in the ITE finals! Argh! Last year we got to the finals but i did not get to play cause of work. I still cant believe we lost. If my set won on that day, we would have gone to the finals. Cruel huh?
Lots of things happening. My friend Amin have gone out from jail. Haha. Called me just now. I was like so shocked. We all missed him. Cant wait to meet him tonight. Tomorrow my friend, Eddy Amin, is getting married. Haha. Cant imagine. Haha.
1 more thing that i`m stress now. I`m not 18 yet! Argh! Still long way huh. Gosh! On Thursday, Arens, Wan Panau, Jas and Amjad all went clubbing at dbl O. I was like left alone. They went enjoying. Thats not the only thing. Arens is now doing is practical for motor. And he is now at Pract 4. Last night, they all keep talking about the party at dbl O and i just keep quiet. Haha. Shit Ok. I`m like so left out. Grr!
Hmm.. One last thing. Ended my relationship with her. Its game, set and over between us. I had enough of her. And yeah, if you read this, just want to tell you. Thanks for being a hypocrite bitch. Losing you was nothing to me. You keep saying other girls are typical malay girls. You are the same like them. Haha. Shame on you! 1 more thing. Do please throw all your stupid egos away ok. So the next guy with you can bare you.
Thats all for now.
Byes!
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Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Stupid things happen to me last week. Gosh! I`m going crazy.
But the worst. I blacked out. Or should i say, i faint.
Hmm.. I swear it was my first time experiencing this type of things all. Was at the bike shop at JB with my bro, Latib and Apul. My brother wanted to change his cover set. It was morning and all of us havent eaten. And its been quite sometime since i go to a bike shop. This shops all, gosh! the smell of oil can make you feel very dizzy. There were no place to seat, they got so little seats there. I was like cursing in my mind.
Then came the moment of madness. I started to feel dizzy. I did not know that the dizziness can cause me to faint. So i tried to walk around hoping the dizziness can go. It got worst. I dont know why i stand beside my brother motor bike. My eyes was like getting darker. And the next thing, i saw 2-3 guys picking me up. The faint last for like 10 seconds. I was like so lost. I did not know that i have fainted after seeing my shirt all caught in the mud. Sway? haha. Faint ready. Then standing next to my bro bike rights, the bike fell onto me. One guy send me to the toilet to wash me up. It was crazy. haha. But think of it, its funny.
Injuries? Lots of unwanted scratches. haha. The worst was my left ankle. It is like swollen. I cant even walk for the whole of yesterday. Forced myself though to walk. Went school. But i only lasted for half day. Cant stand the pain. I hope it will fully recover soon. I got my semi`s this Thursday.
Anyways, played through the pain barrier just now. Played my tournament. Forced my stupid swollen leg to play. Haha. I did not know that at school level, people are scared of me. When other teams saw me walking like mak nenek, they were like so happy. Haha! I told them i wont play. But i play.
First match. Against Simei. Fareez regu lost. I played second. It was my turn. I was playing with Amjad and Shaiful. We`re against Zaki, Razif and dont which guy. Everybody was like thinking Zaki set will win my set. But i forced my leg and we win them. Straight set ok! haha.
After the game, lots of people came to me. They all say the same thing.
" Wan! You said you were injured. Liar! "
Me: I am really injured luh. I forced myself to play Ok.
I dont know whether they believe me. But hey, i got prove Ok. My left ankle is swollen. And i showed to everyone there who did not believe me. Haha!
My leg is like more worst now. The pain is like going to kill me. Argh!
Hmm.. Lets talk about me and her. Haha (:
All i can say, we almost ended our relationship last night. We both share the same frustration. Cant except the changes in ourself. But i do hope she will change all the bad habits all.. I really dont like to blog about all that here. Dont know why. Dont feel to i guess. I want the old Feeqa back! Haiz. Its frustrating sometimes. Grr! I can go crazy talking about her now.
Thats all for now.
Byes!
> 6:00 PM
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Updating time! Haha. Suddenly, seating at home, i miss blogging. Crazy i know. Did not go school again today. Am damn lazyy. Gosh! I cant help it. But i miss my school friends though.
Went training last night. Singapore Sports Council people were there. This time is not about my hair dont worry. Its short. This time its about our allowance all. Anyway, only some senior players talk to them. So i dont care them. Had quite lots of fun training. Maplek came for training. Laugh alot while playing with him. Anai accidentally kick the ball and it hit Mamat head. It was damn funny. Haha! Everyone laughed. We were mean i know. Hit people head, instead of helping, we laughed. Haa! But thats part and parcel of them game. One day, sure the ball will hit your head hard without you noticing.
We stopped playing at 10pm. Watched some of the senior players play. They are good. But too bad, they are not my idols. Haha! Went home after that. Take 854 home. Its an irritating bus. The bus dont go pass expressway all. First Bedok then Hougang then Yio Chu Kang then Khatib then Yishun. Haha.
In the bus, talk to her. Everything between me and her now changes. Hmm. I guess its because of 2 months i`m not in Singapore. I dont know what to say actually. But i need to adapt to the new her. I know i can. Its just i`m just playful.
Talking to her last night was the best. I love last night! haha. We laughed, we joke all. Haha. I hope everyday can be like that. Happy always! Talk till 4am. Then we went to sleep. Because of that, i cant wake up for school . Haha.
Training today at Woodlands. I suddenly miss my 845 friends. They did not come for training last night. Cant wait to see them!
Thats all for now.
Byes!
> 2:15 PM
Sunday, August 12, 2007
Am back in Singapore! Actually, was back on Wednesday. Was just lazy to updates. Anyways, the last time i updates was at Perak. After that, we went Kuantan. Again, the furthest was quater finals. This time we lost to Japan. It was a terrible feeling losing to them. Everybody there was expecting us to beat them. I did not play that game. My bro played. And we lost straight set.
After the Kuantan trip, all teams have to go KL. It was for the players to relax their mind there. We were all staying at a grand hotel. I forgot the name. But under our hotel was shopping centre. Haha. Madness. We were like feeling2 rich. Actually, on that day, me, Adi, Azreen, Batu and my bro did not have any money. We just got money for food. So, did not shop anything there.
The last day before every team departs was the sadest. We all had a farwell dinner. Our dinner was like at 8pm. All teams except for Thailand were there. They had gone home earlier. We had to rush our dinner. Cause the Japan team have flight at 10pm. When they were like going, everybody exchanges hugs there. I was like so touch. Haha! We were like family for the whole of 1 month. After that, it was China turns to go.
Time to go back Singapore! The womens team from Indonesia gather at the lobby to wait for us all.. Haha! They were indebted to us. During their stay here, my coach treat them food all. Cause we all know they got no money. Shake hands with them and tears started to roll down. They cried. I was like ... Haha. Dont know what to say. I really miss them. I miss my Myanmar team. I miss my Sireh! Haha. He`s a funny guy that is very close with team Singapore there. We teach him English all.. Haha.
Okay. I`m tired of typing. Back in Singapore now. I`m quite lost actually. Back there, we were like occupied. We sure got things to do during our free time. Swimming, eating going to the shopping complex, arcade! Now here, i`m like so bored. I really miss them! Grr!
Thats all for now!
Byes!
> 7:45 PM