Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Went to the saloon yesterday.. Guess what? To cut my long hair.. Argh! Its driving me crazy.. But there`s the good and the bad cutting my hair.. One of the reason is on Monday while i was training, the Singapore Sports Council (SSC) came to watch us train.. Then while training there was this guy, hate him, i guess his the head or whatever.. He called me out.. Then he say to me.. " You want to go to the Asian Games? " Then i say " Ya, why? " He say " Cut your hair or you dont go" Then i ask him why cannot keep long hair.. Of my 8 years of playing sepak-takraw i`ve never heard that people playing sports cannot keep long hair.. Even my brother last year keep long hair and he managed to go to Phillipines.. And yeah, he sucks big time.. He say go overseas must show other country respect lah, disipline lah.. Hey, this one is a sports event lah.. Not going school.. Stupid ass! There`s no rule stating players cannot keep long hair.. Dont know how to become SSC member then dont become lah.. Told my coach, i thought he could help me out.. In the end, he even cant do anything.. What to do? I want to go to the Asian Games.. Everyone also ask me to cut my hair.. Was very frustrated.. ARGH!
Did not go school just now.. Overslept.. Shit! Shit! Shit! I really need people to wake me up.. Then tomorrow there is Combine ITE selections for sepak-takraw.. Its at ITE Bedok.. So far! Stupid teacher.. Never mind.. Will go with Azreen.. Lucky there`s him..
I dont think i can go out with my friends for Raya this year.. Haiz.. And Raez open house this Saturday i also dont think i can go.. Haiz Haiz.. I havent tell him yet.. And i miss them.. I dont know when the last we meet.. I mean the rest.. Rahim, Farhan, Raez, Hairi, Zul, Boss.. For Nazlie, at least i got meet him.. Go work, watch soccer all.. I miss having soccer matches with them.. We will be team forever yeah! I hope so.. But right now i`m not interested in soccer yet.. Its not the time to play..
Well ok.. Gtg ready.. Later night got training.. Pray the stupid guy dont come yeah..
Bye!
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> 2:00 PM
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Sunday, October 29, 2006
Went out for the last 2 day with my mum, dad and some cousin.. Its like the first time hearing me go out with them.. Ha! I was like the only guy there.. The rest all girls.. Luckily i am not that shy with them.. Well, nothing much to look forward going to my cousins house.. Its the same.. The sad thing is they got their say.. I mean their differences. The good thing is that all my cousins, the girls, pretty ready sia! While in the car, listen to the parents talking about the others.. Ha! Kepo..! Its like almost 3 years since i went visiting and every house i went, its the same comment i received.. Ha! Every house i go do the same thing.. Ha! Seat, eat kuih, keep quiet, then go back.. Then at night we went Geylang, eat at banquet there.. Alot of sweet memories there.. Haiz.. But its ok.. Ate Nasi Goreng Pattaya.. Did not finish eat.. Not nice.. My cousin finish it up for me.. After finish eating went home..
Well, today went to my grandparents graveyard.. Haiz.. Sad sia.. I miss them.. Really miss them so much.. I miss my grandma kuah asam pedas, i miss my grandpa scolding me.. Haiz :( i really miss them.. Haiz.. Its no use talking about the past..
After that went town alone just now.. Was bored at home.. My friends all went out visiting.. So i was alone.. Haiz.. Can go crazy seating all day at home.. Bought myself new jeans.. Was quite expensive.. But its ok i guess.. Its for me to wear what..
My brother balik kampung.. Haiz.. I`m all alone right now.. I`m just bored.. There is no training today.. Tomorrow school !! Ahh!!
Well thats all for now..
Bye!
> 7:55 PM
Friday, October 27, 2006
Well, wont be going to the party today.. Sorry guys! We`ll go on Monday k.. No mood lah.. So sorry..
Have our first training since the Hari Raya last night.. Just 3 days never play and lost my touches.. Gosh! But overall its ok.. Its not that bad.. I hope today we got training.. Cause i really want to train.. I miss training.. Ha!
Did not have school today.. Cause of the Deepavali last week.. So they bring the holidays to this week.. Was very bored at home.. Wake up very early today.. Weird.. Nowadays sure wake up early one.. Ha! I got sleeping problem.. Still got problem..
Tomorrow will be going out for visiting.. Its time to try and get back with my cousins.. Its been 2 years i never visit them.. Mum lecture me just now.. Gosh! I give in.. Will follow her tomorrow.. As for my brother, he wont follow.. He dont like to give in.. My mum scold him "kepala batu".. Ha! Its funny seeing him quarreling with my mum.. Can laugh!
Going Causeway Point later.. Alone :( Ha! Going to search for things.. Its been quite long never go for shopping..
Well, thats all for now..
Bye!
> 2:35 PM
Thursday, October 26, 2006
Well, nothing much happen today.. Went to school early in the morning.. Was very tired.. School was bored.. So many malay students never come.. If i know i never come.. Shit! Haha.. My class only 4 malay students come.. Canteen today was very2 quiet.. Its the first time i guess its so quiet.. Not many people around.. What i`ve got to say about my classmate Shadikin.. Well, he higlighted his hair.. The colour was nice.. But your hair! Too thick lah dol.. Before you highlight you never thin it.. Crazy! Dont angry ar.. At school you ask comment i never comment.. Ha! Read my blog then.. I dont like to comment about people much lah.. Shy.. Ha! But overall its nice yeah gang! Ha!
Went home alone just now.. Sad thing sia.. Was so boring.. Went to the last cabin.. So many ITE Balestier students.. Gosh! I was like the only AMK student in the train.. Haiz.. Ha!
Am invited to the Halloween party.. Haiz.. Its at Cocco Latte.. Party is tomorrow.. Today then i feel like not going.. Haiz.. But i promise Azreen and Mizan ready.. What to do? Cant last minute tell them i not going..
Nazlie message me just now.. Asking about going out Hari Raya together.. I forgot the date.. But i think i cant go.. Like i say before, i got training during Hari Raya.. Morning somemore.. Asian Games coming.. I cant dont go.. Sure my coach scold me one.. Another problem.. We`ll see how.. I try my best..
Well, gtg ready..
Bye!
> 3:01 PM
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
Well, the first day of Hari Raya for me was always going to be the same.. Ha! Morning intended to go for Hari Raya prayers with my 845 friends.. In the end we all ended up the Woodlands North plaza coffee shop eating.. Ha! Naught boys.. There were no prayers at 845 area.. Somemore everyone was like lazy.. So we sat at the coffee shop and eat half boiled eggs with bread.. Ha! It was fun though.. Like reunion dinner..
After that we all went to seat at block 843.. Everybody was waiting for the anak makcik all to come down.. Ha! Of course girls.. Typical.. Guess all the girls there know us ready.. Each time they walk pass us, they going to hear the devils disturbing the angels.. If you sombong, then you`re dead.. There will be sarcastic comments.. I`m so sorry for the girl staying at 842.. I dont know her name.. But.. Gosh! She mush be hurt! What to do? I cant control them.. Anyway, we`ve got a new friend.. His name is Zack.. He comes from New Zealand.. And his a Malay.. Yeah.. So everyone was like treating him so nicely.. He does not know how to speak Malay.. Talk about him next time..
Went to my cousin house yesteraday.. Went 1 house only.. Was lazy.. I`ve got some problem with all my cousins.. So just went to my auntie house.. Sat there awhile.. Everyone was like giving comments to me.. Long time never see lah, i grow up ready lah.. Aiyo.. I just kept quiet.. Dont feel like celebrating.. Its bored for me.. Haiz..
Gtg ready.. Update next time..
Bye!
> 12:12 PM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Wake up this morning and the first thing i got is scolding from my mum.. What a way to start the day.. Haiz.. I cant take the scolding anymore.. My mum dont understand me, my dad.... Haiz.. No need say.. I still cant sleep at night and last night was worst.. All of a sudden when i was talking on the phone, the stupid headache come.. Its bad.. Really bad.. I cant tahan ready! ARGH! ARGH! Sleep at 6am again yesterday.. Haiz.. Its weird.. Why cant i sleep? Wake up just now and my head want to break.. Haiz.. Its like the worst part of my life.. I cant help but just to continue.. Argh! Its no point talking about it..
Anyway, went work yesterady.. With the Burnaby company.. Work with Nazlie only.. Guess where we work yesterady..? Guess ? Guess? Argh! I forgot.. Never mind.. But it was at Esplanade there.. And the place was grand.. I was blown away by the place.. The ballroom.. Wow! Goodness Gracious me.. Its damn class.. Ha! I want to marry there.. Its so big! The toilet! Argh! I guess i can sleep at the toilet there.. Ha! Its difficult you know to find boys toilet that smells nice.. Ha!
So its was kinda of a company event.. So you can see all the rich people come.. You can see the king, queens, princess, prince.. Ha! Joking.. The girls there.. No need say.. All was pretty.. Ha! What type you want? Pretty? Sexy? Class? Style? Ha! All was there yesterday.. You`ve just got to admire them.. The host yesterday was Jamie Yeo and the Wheel of Fortune guy.. Singapore version one ar.. Not the old man.. Ha! She was hot! Ha!
When the event finish, as usual, we pack all the stuffs.. It was very tiring.. Got no mood to talk about it.. It was all heavy.. After that went to Bishan to transfer those things to the office.. Another work.. Gosh! Went home with Nazlie and Francis.. Francis is like the manager there.. Not exactly manager but he has been working there for about 10 years.. Since secondary school.. Now his age is about 25+.. So yeah.. He counted a long server of that company.. Told us about his experience.. He was like us.. Started as a part-timer and now become full-time ready.. But this job is tiring.. Somemore everytime do same things.. Set the sounds, lights, stage, games.. So every event is like the same.. You will be doing the same thing.. But its a good experience for me..
Next week is Hari Raya and i`m not prepared.. Guess will not be buying Baju Kurung this year.. Lazy lah.. No mood to celebrate..
So thats it for now.. Going to sleep now.. I`m so stress..
Bye!
> 11:50 AM
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
A little bit about the dxo party.. Well, the party was ok.. Quite fun.. But the dance floor was small.. Then so many people.. And yeah, it was damn crowded.. So imagine.. Going to the dance floor, and you can bath there.. Ha! Cause its damn hot! Will be sweating.. But overall it was fun! That was the important thing.. Went there with Aren, Mizan and Wan Panau.. Went in around 12 midnight.. We were cool.. Ha! Ha! Lame.. Its ok never get the girl infront of us yeah aren..? Ha! Naughty boy.. Meet alot of friends there.. Suprised to see only 1 chr student.. I forgot her name.. I guess its Felicia.. I guess so.. Ermm.. she`s........... Dont comment... Ha! The party finish at 4am.. We were so tired.. Went home take cab.. As usual, must send me first.. Ha!
Well, school just started.. And i`m not in the mood to go school.. Haiz.. I`m so damn tired now.. Did not sleep the whole of last night.. I CANT SLEEP! WHY?! Gosh! Its crazy.. I cant even sleep.. School started at 8am.. Went school like zombie.. But was quite glad to see my friends.. So long never see them.. Ha! Went practical class.. Another burden.. Haiz.. Like dead man in the class.. I barely can stand.. Fasting somemore.. Then some typical melayu never puasa.. Haiz.. I`m like dying in school.. Went home at 12pm.. Sorry Farah! Cant follow you go cwp.. I`m very2 tired.. Sorry.. Its now that i can sleep.. Later night sure cannot.. I need help! Argh! This is all because of the night activities i`ve been doing during the holidays..
Cant continue typing.. I`m going to sleep!
Bye!
> 1:30 PM
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Last night was quite fun for me.. Alot of things happen.. Firstly, went jogging alone at the stadium as there were no training for me.. Jog for 5 rounds.. Its my first time jogging at the stadium alone at night.. And its boring! Yeah! Haha! There was little people jogging and it was quite lame there.. So, finish jogging at 8.45pm then went to 668 and see people play takraw..
After that went Azreen house.. Eat there.. And there was like his cousin staying there.. Sec 2.. And my friends was like disturbing her.. Ha! Pretty? Ok lah.. But like gatal2 only.. Ha! So thats the not good thing..
Went Jb again last night with my brother.. This time its only the 2 of us.. The last time we go there was no jam.. But this time.. Goodness.. So long.. Went there quite late, around 12.30am and we reach Jb at 2am.. So imagine, the jam was like for 1 hr 30 mins.. Ha! The queue was so long.. So just wait and have to help my brother push his bike.. So many people.. And by the time we pass the custom, we were like so relief.. Very relief..
So at there my brother went to service his bike.. Hari Raya coming mah.. So everybody is like making changes to their bikes.. While waiting for the mechanics to service we went to eat.. Eat nasi lemak, was cheap.. No need to say.. Its Malaysia.. Things are cheap.. After that went to have a look at my brother bike.. The mechanincs there are very friendly and funny.. But i recommend girls not to go there.. Ha! Cause i`m sure girls dont like to wait at that type of place.. Ha! But there are some people who bring their gf there.. Aiya, their problem lah.. Finish servicing my brother bike at around 3.30am.. Then on the way back, my brother test his bike.. Riding at full speed.. 180km/hr.. Gosh! So fast! Scary but fun.. Like rollercoaster.. Must hold on very tight.. Racer mah.. So must test the bike.. Ha!
Luckily for us on the way back to Singapore there was no jam.. Gosh! If not we will be reaching Singapore at 6am i guess.. Ha! Anyway went back home.. Sleep! Very tired..
Its Thursday! So tomorrow there will be dxo party.. Ha! Will be going with Azreen and Mizan.. Ha! Cant wait.. We`re going party! Ha! Lame..
Ok.. Gtg ready..
Bye2!
> 5:30 PM
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Argh! I`m like so stress lah.. Last night talk with my on the phone.. I`m like so stress.. Talk to him until 6.30am.. Imagine, everyday i sleeping at 6.30am.. Goodness.. I cant sleep and something is bothering me.. This 3 weeks holiday i guess not even once i have been sleeping early.. The earliest is about 4am i guess.. Something is just missing in my life.. I dont know what.. Think think think.. My head can burst.. Haiz..
Got my schedule for Hari Raya training.. For Asian Games.. Less than 2 months away.. Guess wont be celebrating Hari Raya this year.. Never mind.. I dont feel like celebrating also.. Training is morning.. Haiz.. My friends all have agreed to go all out for training this Hari Raya.. This is my first Senior International Event.. So its like new for me.. But i plan to go all out also..
Not going for training today.. But.. I will be going to the stadium to jog.. Want to get my fitness back.. I`m like so weak.. Haiz..
Gtg ready.. And..
Bye2..
> 5:15 PM
Saturday, October 07, 2006
Just finish watching Prison Break.. Ha! Nice show.. I love it.. And i like Michael character.. Bad boy? I dont think so.. He`s trying to save his brother Lincoln.. That is what i can say brave.. I mean he is at a jail where the police is like corrupted.. Police teaming up with the bad guys.. Stupid idiot! Its like everybody is against him.. His brother is going to be sentence to death in 4 weeks time.. Haiz.. Can cry when see he talk to his son.. Very sad..
Anyway, went training at my "new club" last night.. Called Chong Pang.. They invited me to play for them.. So, its like not nice if i reject them.. Went there yesterday, dont know anyone.. Ha! Acted normal.. Dont want to talk to anybody.. I sombong.. So just kept quiet.. They want they talk to me.. Ha! Just going to play for this club awhile.. After that its back to Woodlands.. My beloved club.. Ha!
Talk to my brother on the phone yesterday.. As normal, he would be saying sacarstic stuffs about me.. Argh! Was talking about why nowadays i slack, lazy, dont want to train properly.. Haiz.. I also dont know why.. Seriously, i just slack.. I guess i need time.. I want to perform better.. I know i can do it.. I want to be number 1 in Singapore! Ha!
So yeah.. Will be starting to train back seriously i guess.. I cant blame the fasting month.. Its either want or dont want..
Gtg ready.. Mum`s back.. Ha!
Bye!
> 5:45 PM
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Updating at night.. Today no training! Ha! Can rest.. But bored lah seat at home.. Gonna go out later.. Dont know where.. Lets see.. Havent been going training often nowadays.. Becoming more lazy ready.. But still got love and passion for the game :) yeah, its a beautiful game..
So.. there`s nothing much happening lately.. Well, my friends told me they go rembat one Bangla.. Because the bangla go touch a girl.. Dont know who the girl also.. I`m not involved also.. But its funny.. Stupid Bangla rights? Come our country do stupid things.. There you go.. Got nice beating..
Well, have been going home late for past few days.. This time more worst then ever.. I guess its the holidays.. Seat at home cant sleep.. Haiz.. Like owl like that.. Awake at night and asleep in the afternoon.. Ha!
Well thats all.. Sorry for the boring entry..
Bye
> 9:30 PM
Sunday, October 01, 2006
Went JB last night after training with my 845 friends.. Went there with their motor.. Ha! It was damn fun.. Do lots of things.. Race lah.. Corner lah.. There was like about 5 bikes altogether.. All have passenger behind them.. So there was like 10 people going.. Ha! Went there at around 12 midnight.. Ha! Their bikes, goodness, so noisy.. Ha! I was wishing i got my own bike.. Ha! Never mind, next year must go take my license..
Went JB, lucky was no jam.. If not we will have to queue.. Gosh! Have experience this long queue before.. Its crazy..
Went there, first, went to the money changers.. All the mats2 there was like staring us.. Ha! Scary sia.. Typical.. Guess my friends bike all nice2.. Ha! Its ok.. Then we went to fix Per bikes.. After that went eating.. The food was nice and cheap.. Ha! Can afford to eat like hell.. Malaysia mah.. Ha! After that, intended to kacau the bapok there.. Ha! I was like scared.. Imagine bapok come after you.. EeeE! They all not scared.. Aiyo.. So disgusting.. Ha! Anyway for, there was no bapok.. Guess there was no business that night.. Ha! Lucky lucky me..
After fixing Per bike, went home.. Was tired.. Lucky no jam again.. Reach home around 4.30am.. And yes.. The rest is history.. Sleep!
Ermm.. now is like the 2nd week of fasting.. Yeah, time past very fast.. Am going to the DXO party on the 15th.. We`re gonna party..! Once in awhile, its ok..
K lah.. Am tired ready.. Want go sleep..
Bye!
> 4:35 PM