Thursday, February 15, 2007
I said i need assurance about what i did during my training..
And i got it..
Talk to my brother about it on the phone on Tuesday night.. I called him at 3 in the morning.. Hahas.. He said he was shocked for what i have done.. I mean not shocked as if he is dissapointed.. But he was quite happy.. He even asked me to go home after i take out my shoes.. You see, people dont expect me to do that.. Hmm.. Why? Cause all this while i have been keeping quiet and being patient.. Like everyone else, my patience has its limits.. I know overall, its not good to do that.. I`m not scared for what i have done.. If they want to throw me away from the team, i will be quite glad to hear that..
Went Intermediate training last night.. That was how i spend my Valentines Day.. But the strange thing was.. Ha ha Ha.. When i was waiting for Amjad to pick me up from school, there was this girl.. I think people called her `Su`.. She was ok.. Quite pretty lah.. Got style.. Hmm.. Thats what i like about her.. She came to me and say " Can i seat ? " I mean there was nobody there except me.. Haha.. We talked.. She was abit gatal.. Haha.. I asked her whether she will go out during Valentines Day all.. She even like sarcastically ask whether i want to go home with her.. Haha. I just said i was waiting for my friend to pick me up..
The bad thing is she smokes.. Aiyo! I hate girls smoking.. And i know she got lots of admirers.. People will open their eyes big2 if she seats beside me.. Jealous maybe? Who knows.. Haha..
Ok2.. Lets not talk about her.. My heart tells me this about her but my head tells me different.. Quite confusing.. Haha..
Anyway, after training last night.. My coach told me not to be scared of Berat.. Haiz.. Why must have politics one? This player dont like the other player.. Aiyo.. Not so professional.. Hahaha.. Look whose talking.. Nonsense me..
He even told me to be defiant.. I know what he mean.. He`s not teaching me bad.. He`s teaching me to be on my own when there is no him..
Haiz.. Today training is at Woodlands.. Wont be going again.. Cause of the incident.. I need a break from looking at that guy face.. Seriously..
Thats all for now.. I dont know what to do at home later..
Argh!
Bye people..
myFAV
> 3:25 PM
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