Monday, February 12, 2007
I made a mistake ):
Lots of things happen within a day.. Haiz..
Went training last night.. Was late cause i overslept.. Force myself to go training.. Reached at 8.20pm and they even havent started training.. It make me more weak to train.. People like Faizal, Tetek, Apul and Abg never come down.. Consider them as the jokers of the team.. So, training was bored..
The moment of madness came.. I was playing court game.. And this guy name Zahari Aka Berat keep telling me to play properly.. Its difficult to say in words.... Argh! Lets just say i was frustrated with him and half-way through the training i take out my shoes and stop training.. The training was not over and i just open my shoes.. I did not mean to show bad attitude but only certain people knows why i do that..
I sat aside and watch them train.. As i watch, i ask myself.. Did i do wrong by opening my shoes..? I feel so guilty.. Its because other people wanted to train and when they saw what i did, it kinda shows lack of team spirit.. Its bad.. At one moment, i feel like quitting the club..
After training, i sat with Un, Amin, Maplek and Aren to talk about it.. They understand why i did that but its wrong for me to open my shoes.. They understand.. But what about Berat, Eddy, An and the rest..? Haiz..
I dont feel like going training today.. And i guess i wont be going.. I wanna go jog.. I feel bad and as the same time i feel i am right.. I need to talk.. I need assurance..
Thats all for now..
Got no mood to update much..
Till next time..
Bye people!
myFAV
> 11:34 PM
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